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Just a random girl with random thoughts and opinions :) I'm in Durban, South Africa. I write about what I think when I feel it. I like to laugh too and I love beautiful things. So a beautiful thing that makes me laugh is epic :)

Sunday 3 June 2012

Vanilla Sponge Cake with Cream Cheese Icing and Chocolate Almond Flakes


I believe in making a cake’s name as long as possible, otherwise how will people know what they’re eating? So if you wanna call this cake the “2-cups-of-sugar-and-4-eggs-and-2-and-a-half-cups-of-flour-blah-blah-blah-cake” go for it! And I should tell you, the first time I made this cake I screwed it up by adding too much milk by accident, but just throw in a little extra flour and it turns out just fine. This cake is really easy and it leaves room for mistakes and improvement. So try it just once, try the variations, come up with your own variations and enjoy.

First things first (or delicious things most delicious)

Icing:
250g cream cheese (a small container)
125g butter (approximately, vary to taste)
5ml vanilla essence (or a big splash)
1 – 1 ½ cup icing sugar (vary to taste, add more if you want your icing sweeter etc.)

Variations:
1 orange (use the juice and the zest)
OR 1 lemon (use very little juice and 1/2 the zest)

Start by mixing the cream cheese and butter together with an electric mixer (or by hand with a spoon) until creamy and smooth. Add the vanilla essence and mix again. Add the icing sugar a spoonful at a time and mix well before adding the next spoonful. Check the taste and consistency after every spoonful that you add because you might want to add more or less than I do according to taste and preference.  Lastly add the zest and juice (if you choose to throw it in) and mix well again. Store in the fridge until you are ready to decorate the cake so that it can stiffen up as much as possible.

Now for the cake…

2 cups (500 ml) sugar
4 eggs
2-1/2 cups (625 ml) all-purpose flour
1 cup (250 ml) milk
3/4 cup (175 ml) vegetable oil
2-1/4 teaspoons (11 ml) baking powder
1 teaspoon (5 ml) vanilla

Preheat oven to 180 degrees C. Line two 23-cm round cake pans or one 23 x 33 cm rectangular baking pan with parchment paper. Grease the paper and the sides of the pan well.
In a large mixing bowl, with an electric mixer, beat sugar and eggs together until slightly thickened, about 1 minute. Add flour, milk, oil, baking powder, and vanilla and beat for another minute, just until the batter is smooth and creamy. Don't overbeat. Pour batter into the prepared baking pan(s).
Bake in preheated oven for 30 to 40 minutes or until the tops are golden and a toothpick poked into the centre of the layer comes out clean. (A single rectangular pan will take longer to bake than two round ones.) Loosen the sides of the cake from the pan with a thin knife, then turn out onto a rack and peel off the paper. Let cool completely before covering with icing.
My favourite thing to do is to now toast some chopped almonds in a pan for about 1 minute and allow then to cool before sprinkling them over the cake. Also if you want to make it extra special, grate some dark chocolate and sprinkle that all over your cake too. The end result is simple divine! 

Wednesday 28 March 2012

What Does It Mean To Live In Durban?

Beautiful sunrises every morning


Going to see local bands in beautiful parks in your bikini

Having drinks on the edge of a pier :)

Feeling at home as soon as you see the Indian Ocean

Being totally free to express yourself

Taking nature walks

Taking as many mates with you as you can everywhere you go

Achieving the impossible every single day

Tuesday 27 March 2012

My Love For You


My love for you
has not diminished
but rather grown
into something I don’t get
can’t comprehend
won’t understand

My love for you
has not faded
but rather radiates
from every angle
corner, gap
and space

My love for you
has not evaporated
but rather pours
from my eyes
the tears
flow

My love for you
didn’t get up and go
but has rather taken up permanent residence
in my heart
in my soul
there you stay

My love for you
has not died
no not in the least
but is rather stronger than ever

Just because I’m letting go
doesn’t mean I like it
Just because I’m bidding farewell
doesn’t mean I enjoy it
Just because I’m saying good-bye
doesn’t mean I want to

It simply means
I love you too much
to force my way into your heart
force her out
and tear you up.

My love, for you I would never.

-          - 04/11/08

My Body


My body is a cage
a flame
snow

It holds me back
is out of control
regarded as beautiful

when in fact;
it brings cold and destruction
is deemed amazing and just for a while
is highly anticipated, until my body
disappoints

My spirit is free
a mustang
butterfly

But my body just pins her wings down

My soul yearns
to learn
sing

But my body is arrogant and lazy

My body creates my identity to others
when it’s not who I am
who I want to be
who I ever was

Because when the scars run deeper than any well
when the bruises hurt more than any burn
when the tears shower down faster than any waterfall

My body smiles

-       -    14/05/09

Flaws


I know I don’t sing too well
so I guess I won’t serenade

I know I don’t have great stories to tell
so you won’t know how I was made

I’m pretty sure I’m not too smart
so we’re not two birds of a feather

I’m not that great at dance or art
so we’ll just avoid that altogether

I can’t read or write or compose
so there you’ll have to be strong

I have a big ass and a pointy nose
and don’t even try to tell me I’m wrong

I have many flaws
and of them I am aware

I wash my hands and bite my nails
compulsively, without a care

But my biggest fault of all
was falling in love with you
and hoping that at the end of my drop
you’ll catch me and love me too

-          17/11/08

Falling In Love


The call it falling for a reason

They call it falling because it’s unexpected
They call it falling because it’s exhilarating
They call it falling because it’s freeing
They call it falling because it’s quick
They call it falling because it’s clumsy
They call it falling because it’s careless
They call it falling because it’s a sensation
They call it falling because it doesn’t happen everyday
They call it falling because it’s incredible
They call it falling because it’s unforgettable
They call it falling because when it’s over you hit hard
They call it falling because you leave bruised
They call it falling because you leave scarred
They call it falling because you leave hurt
They call it falling because you usually regret it
They call it falling because you get up

and eventually you do it again

-         -   08/11/08