Sitting Here

Sitting here

I'm going insane

I'm losing my brain

And it's not fun anymore

Sitting here

I wish I were not

Not when it's so hot

And it's not fun anymore

Sitting here

I think of you

We'd be a wonderful two

And it's not fun anymore

Sitting here

I wish you were gone

Or had never come

And it's not fun anymore

Sitting here

I wish you were mine

We'd have a great time

And it's not fun anymore

Sitting here

I'm falling apart

At the seams of my heart

And it's not fun anymore

Sitting here

I've sculptured my smile

It runs for a mile

And it's not fun anymore

Sitting here

I'm feeling the pain

Can't cry in the rain

And it's not fun anymore

Sitting here

I wish I were yours

But it can't be of course

And it's not fun anymore

Sitting here

I'm going insane

I'm losing my brain

And it was never fun

• 22/10/08

CS

I look at you

but turn my head

if I look in your eyes

Another part of me ends up dead

Your passion for life

and all things beautiful

Constantly reminds me

of how I'll never be your girl

You're leaving soon

back to your old means and ways

I'll never forget

you'll stay in my heart always

I hope she realises

how lucky she is

To have you by her side

to wipe away her tears

But I am left

crying alone

Whilst I wait and wait

for you to come home

• 22/10/08